changes

i start to hate crowds..
i start to hate all the noises..
i start to hate talks..
i start to hate 'friends'..
FAKE!!
that are fake!!
and i'm sick of it!!
really..seriously..damnly..

now..
i start to love loneliness..
i start to love being alone..
i start to love hating..
i start to love 'enemies'..

and i love all the changes..

i start to cry in my heart..
i start to scream in my soul..
i start to get rid of all this pain..
alone..

i need someone..
someone to help me out from this feeling..
someone to save me from this pain..
someone to let me go from all the sadness..
someone to wipe out all my tears away..

please..
listen to me..
listen to my heart..
it's already cracking..