stress out!!

dont know what to do..

dont know what to say..

dont know what to write..

just to let go all the stress out..

just to calm my mind..

just to throw away all the anger..

life is so mean..

but..

just realizing something..

that..

ALLAH takkan bebankan hambaNYA dengan bebanan yang berat sehingga hambaNYA tak mampu untuk tanggung..

so..

the feeling that i fell right now..

i take it as a simple test from HIM..

hope that HE will always be at my side..

hope that i will be HIS 'servant' in real meaning..